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[Jul. 6th, 2009|04:17 am] |
I think I'm a little bit of in love....
It makes me sad because I can't see him for 3 months... and even then I might only get to see him a few days... |
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[May. 19th, 2009|04:36 am] |
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life seriously sucks right now. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2009|03:30 am] |
So I'm working a double shift... I worked 11am-3pm yesterday and came back that night at 11 to work a graveyard... when I'm done that I have to drive to vancouver for the dreadnought show. I'm probably going to die. But it seems Scott is going to take care of everything so that's sweet.
I've been frustrated and excited about many upcoming events and things and Im not sure what I should openly share and what I shouldn't yet since I don't like to give out information that's subject to change... Adam WAS going to come for a trip here in the late spring... but just yesterday I found out he's probably not and said if I wanted, I could still fly out and hang out with him in Ohio. No fucking way. I'm not going to that trash hole you call the states lol... so that was kind of a let down.
In better news... I stopped biting my nails... like 2-3 weeks now... most of them are longish and Im very proud of myself. I'm still keeping up with the gym which I started back in Feb and eating healthy... still doing both but its hard to get as much time at the gym as I'd like when my work keeps bumping me around so much... grrr
In strange news... a guy at my work might have a crush on me.. I'm not sure yet. That's not exactly very exciting or anything... except for the fact that he's twice my age LOL He asked me out to dinner and a movie last week which I agreed since I had nothing better to do..and he's asked me to hang out twice since then which I've both been able to decline due to work changes and my vancouver trip. I don't know if he just thinks I make a good friend or if he's actually interested in something so I'll just have to watch my words carefully and see what happens.
In last I'll finish with good news, one of my good friends Jeff is coming into town in May to visit for a few days so that's extermely exciting because I never really got to say goodbye to him when he moved away. He's already booked his time off so don't think he'll cancel... but that's still up in the air too...
Anybody who shops at extra foods or superstore should know they're selling orange/vanilla candles right now and they smell AMAZING and you should get some. That is all. Salutations. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2009|06:58 am] |
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I am a cold, heartless, cruel and vengeful bitch... and that's the only way I know how to sleep at night. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2009|07:51 pm] |
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I've decided I don't care as much now. She's made him uglier and a lot more boring. Sounds kinda vain, but seriously, she did. Its her problem now lol |
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[Feb. 18th, 2009|08:25 pm] |
Don't you hate it when one of your best friends that you love very deeply, gets into a relationship with some random person (and not even a very good person) and they get so involved that they just stop talking to you because all their time and energy is being spent on that other person that's completely latched onto them? Fuck it makes me mad.
(No I don't mean you brittany just in case you're wondering lol... I mean Murray) |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|02:38 am] |
Sooo Im happy... and I don't know why. I finally decided to get rid of Ryan. It feels great... he was so annoying. And theres other people I like.. but none live here... and I don't want to pursue anyone... I just feel happy having that 'liking' sensation and that's really all I want right now. Work is meh... if I'm lucky I might have a part-time (aka not casual) job in a couple weeks... but the odds are slim... wish me luck!!!!
Im eating healthier for the most part... except saturdays because thats the night my parents always order out and we eat crap all night... but my fridge only has really healthy stuff so Im proud of myself.... And I bought new gym shorts and Im gonna get a gym pass tomorrow... gonna try really hard to start hitting up the gym again too... Im excited... I really want to be 'that' person again... I miss it. Yay being healthy and active!
Adam might come for a visit in the spring... he says if he can pay off his credit card debt in the next couple months he's going to come! Which really means he's gonna come he just doesn't want to sound too eager hehe Jeff wants to come visit in the spring too which would be super awesome because I didn't get to spend enough time with him when he DID live here...
So Im alone, my job is exhausting and Im at the very beginning of a long very hard healthy lifestyle.... but Im happy. Things seem like they're changing for the better again. Squee. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|03:24 am] |
So yo, dig it, haven't done an update in awhile and 3am working a graveyard seems like a good time to do it. Also to remind myself where the hell I'm at right now. So in the last week or so I went for my annual Dr thingy and got lots of stuff checked out.. or at least in the process of doing so. Got all my blood done, all good, and got a couple refferals for 2 other things I want looked at. Got an xray on my knee finally to see how badly I damaged it in grade 10.
I also was reffered to an ob/gyn to see about switing over from the shot to an IUD. She told me the IUD is much much better and said can't recommend them enough to anyone as the first line of BC so I was sold... and had one put in a few days ago. Omg PAIN!!! I know this is too much info for people but seriously in case anyone goes that route, its one of the most painful procedures in your life... haha I'm still a little sore a few days later but so much better than I was... I was all shaky and my eyes were red and I was breathing really shallow.
My christmas/holiday time was pretty blah, I missed everything... I didn't even get a turkey dinner... I worked all the crappy shifts. And I spent way too much money this year on random crap I didn't need so now I need to try and save since my bank account took quite the kick in the ass. Im not getting as many hours as I usually do either so I need to be careful. Hopefully they pick up again in the spring.
I want to try so hard to start getting healthy again and I don't understand why it's so much harder this time around. Im just too addicted to sugar.. but I'm really going to make an a half assed effort this time... I hope so anyway.. Im just too impatient these days, I need to see results immediately and get discouraged so quickly... I know I'm not supposed to feel that way but thats just how it is.
So I'll shut up now because this is all pretty boring lol |
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[Dec. 31st, 2008|06:40 am] |
Murray made me a toque with antlers for christmas... out of pipecleaners haha... I told him awhile ago I wanted one a moose toque I saw at a store but they were sold out... so he made me one. I really really like it when people actually listen and put thought into this kind of thing, even if its just for a laugh.
I love my friends. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2008|02:09 am] |
I swear nobody uses this thing anymore... it's basically me once in awhile... and 2 other people I know use this regularly. I guess things like facebook keep you so up to date there's no point but I like doing a bit of reflecting and knowing what's really going on with other people too...
I'm still feeling really weird about the whole 'I feel like I'm in love' but I don't really know who with. I still see Ryan on occasion and it's hit and miss. Sometimes we just have an amazing time and I'm happy all over again, sometimes he's really irritating and we chop each others heads off. There are other people I'm keeping an eye on out of interest... and I think because I don't know them as well is the reason for the interest... but really I think I'm getting to a point that I'd actually rather choose to be alone and reject someone rather than take what's there. No like much is there anyway... the thing about men is no matter how much looking you do, nothing is that great haha
I care enough about Ryan that I would like to keep our relationship exclusive but when other girls ask him who I am, he just says 'a friend'. So if he considers me just a friend, then that's how I should treat him too. Of course he doesn't KNOW I know he's calling me just a friend. It's a tricky situation. But basically if thats what he's going to say, then that's what I'm going to be and if something else comes along, in theory I have no reason to wait around for him.
Thankfully I'm not stressed about any of this. I actually find it kind of interesting. Really I'm stressed because I've spent over 2,500 this month so far and I really dont like making less than I spend in a month. I'm going to have to be miss penny pincher in January... |
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